- what if we hadn't moved from a metro area to the country to raise our children
- what if I still had my city salary!
- what if the doctors had figured out what my problem was with TTC 5 years earlier
- what if any or all of my 3 babies survived
- what if I had health insurance that covered IVF
- what if I didn't have a problem with infertility at all
- what if I could turn back the clock
- how did I get here? this is SO not what I had planned for my life
- what if I could be happy not being a mother (not gonna happen)
- what if adopting a baby were as easy as adopting a puppy (which is what everyone else seems to think)
- what if my little sister gets pregnant and gives birth
- what if
- what if
- what if
I'm what ifing so much lately I'm loosing sleep. Maybe putting it out there will help. Do you what if?
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what if I hadn't started this grueling process in the first place? Hrumph!
This is actually what I'm dealing with during my counseling sessions w/ my new Infertility counselor-trying not to live in 'what-should-be'...but it's so hard not to.
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